Hell as I Know
In daily life, if someone references something about hell, for most people, the initial reaction would be “it must be a horrible thing or place.” Same thing in the movies, it always shows people in red background with some ramshackle and evil things. In the real world, it also always has something, which is not that we expect. And when it happens we will realize that it is exactly a hell as we know it. In my early life, I was living in place, which was surrounded by parents’ arguments. During that time, it was my first time to truly realize what Hell is.
When I was child, I always hoped that my parents like other common parents, they are always very care about their children and gave their children more time and quiet environment to study. I was living in the small town about eleven years, since I was born. During these eleven years, I did not get more care and help from my parents. Because they were busy with work. After that, they had a few arguments or disagreement for some small things. I could accept these. Because I knew this is very normal thing between parents. Then we moved to a new city. The reason of we move was my parents get a new job in that city. But in that time, we didn’t have enough money to buy a new apartment. Fortunately, my aunt has two apartments in that city. One of apartments is empty. Therefore we moved into my aunt’s apartment. We lived there about four years. In those four years my life was changed.
The most people think their home is where their heart and body belong, but I felt my home was more like a battlefield. If let me used a word to describe my home, I could say Hell. Maybe some people think this word is too serious. But that is the most precise word to describe what my home looked like. After we moved into my aunt’s apartment, my parents were busier than before. They lift home earlier than me and they came back home, when I was sleeping. So sometimes I could not see them...