The Death of A Loved One
One of life’s most difficult challenges is facing death of a loved one. The passing of my mother is the one of the most painful obstacles in my life. When I was informed about her illness, I felt overwhelmed with so many different emotions. I was in shock, disbelief, and denial that my dear mother was sick. It was like my whole world had been turned upside down.
At the age of fifty-two she was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. She had been sick for a very long unknown time. As my family awaited the inevitable outcome. She became so frail and sickly. When she started the radiation treatments and lost all of her hair. That’s when it actually sunk in. It was hard for me to watch after several months of treatments. The doctor had announced “NO MORE CANCER” to our family. That they had zapped all the cancer cells! My mother’s health started improving so much that she returned to work.
My mother was a very small women she stood about four foot two inches tall. With short, curly, dark brown hair. Her jokes and smiles still remain in my memories to this day. As if she was still here. She was blessed with ten children. All though her second child had passed at the age of two, with polio. She spoke of him often. I believe she never really got over it. Even after eight more children.
She is the strongest women I have ever known. She pretty much raised all of us kids on her own. My father was a hardworking man. He worked a long and hard twelve hours a day six days a week. Just to provide for our large family. In which left my poor mother to do it completely all on her own.
After two years of fighting for her life the cancer had returned. She went through a series of chemo therapy treatments. That sadly took her life after three months. The pain I felt when I lost her was like a dragon in my gut that wanted to devour me!
The passing of my mother and the way it affected me has taught me to believe. That our souls do not only survive death but they...